why do all our conversations have to be so detailed and “engaging” and “stimulative” and have to turn into this big debate?!? how is it so foreign to you that maybe i don’t want to have to prove every single statement i make, because not every time i want to talk to you do i wish to debate you.
and i hate how you think just because i don’t like to debate that i can’t have an intellectually stimulating conversation. honestly. it makes me so angry and frustrated.
and the worst part is is that you went to bed angry, even after i tried to be the bigger person and reconcile it civilly. now i’m just severely unsettled because i know you’re unhappy and that it is partly my doing. and that is what makes me uneasy the most.