oh my god.  my brain is completely fried.  i swear, wednesdays are my most intense days, and i don’t even have any actual classes.  i had work from 9-3 this morning, then i had to run back to my dorm, get changed and prepared for my guitar lesson at 3:30, then i had to run to college hall to drop my history class, then run straight to my lesson, find an available practice room, then i tried my very best to absorb as much information as i could from my teacher.

now i’m about to start my english homework that’s due by midnight.

i’m just looking forward to sleep.  sweet, sweet sleep.

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alLL I FUCKING WANT TO DO IS FUJCINJG HOLEPUNCH MY SHIT AND I GUFCKING PHOTOCOPIED THE FUCKING BIBLE OF MY FUCKIGN SHEET MUSIC AND I HAD TO FUCKIJNGU WALK TO THE GOD FORSAKEN STUDENT CENTER CAUSE I DONT FUCKIGNUBG HAVE A HOLE PUNCH AND THEN WHEN I GOT THERE THE FUCING HOLE PUNCH FUCKED UP AND NOW I FUCKING HAVE TO PHOTOCOPY OVER HALF OF IT AGAIN AND TTHEN I TRIED TO BUY MY FUCKING OWN HOLEPUNCH AT THE FUCKING BOOKSTTOER AND OF FUCKING COURSE MY DAD DIDN’T REFILL THE FUCKING RED HAWK BOOKSTORE DOLARS ON MY FUCJIJNHINGIJHILDUHLKDJ CARD SO I COULDNT’ EVEN FUCKONGB BUY MY OWN FUCJIHGUBG HOLE PUNCHE SO NOW I FUJCIJGB HVE TO DO ALL THIS SHIT ALL FUCKING OVER AGIN AND KJHSDFLKJHSDKJFHLKHLKSDJFHL WHY AM I SO ANGRY OVER A UFKICNG HOLE PUNCH

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just got back from getting contacts at the eye doctor!  it feels amazing to be able to see clearly without glasses. :)

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after months and months of not practicing guitar, it feels so damn good to finally have tender, sore fingertips again.

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on one hand i’m glad that classes have been cancelled, but on the other, i was really looking forward to my classes today since they were my music ones.

oh well.

thank you snow!!

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i go back to school tomorrow and idk how to feel about it

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well, here goes nothing!

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ugh why am i always so nervous when i travel?!??  i hate it so much

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HOLY SHIT

OKAY NOW I’M STRESSED as FUCK.

I thought the audition date was something like March 15th….but I just went to check, and it’s not the 15th……….it’s the 1ST!!!!


MARCH 1ST IS MY AUDITION.


I ONLY HAVE 6 LESSONS WITH MY TEACHER UNTIL I’M EXPECTED TO HAVE ALL MY SHIT TOGETHER.

OH.  MY.  FUCKING.  GOD.




Here comes the stress again!!!!

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i love my cat and all the little squeaks and grunts he makes as he moves around when he sleeps.

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Today’s been such a productive day.

I called my old guitar teacher this morning to see if I could get private lessons to prepare me for my music therapy audition in March, I scheduled to get my hair cut today by myself, went and GOT my hair cut, dropped off my mom’s prescription at the pharmacy, and then my old guitar teacher called back and he and I spoke like old friends and now we’re meeting for a private lesson every Wednesday at MSU for an hour or more.  And my lessons start next Wednesday!! :)

I’m SO happy that this whole music therapy thing is actually working out.  The one huge mistake I made last year when I auditioned was that I went in without being helped/prepared by an actual teacher.  It was just me, myself, and I, and I believe that that was what ultimately caused my downfall.

But now I’m armed with Craig(my teacher), and I know he’s the one who will help me achieve my goals.

Now all I have to do is put in the (very)hard work, and then I’ll be(fingers crossed) an official music therapy student by next year!!

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oh so i got complimented on my Rush shirt i wore to the gym tonight by the cute guy working the front desk.  so that’s nice.

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