i’m sick and feel crappy and tired but yet i won’t let myself sleep because i know i need to practice as much as i possibly can because as of today i only have a month until my music therapy audition.

fuck fuck fuck fuck

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lentil soup will forever be my one true love <33333333

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oh my god.  my brain is completely fried.  i swear, wednesdays are my most intense days, and i don’t even have any actual classes.  i had work from 9-3 this morning, then i had to run back to my dorm, get changed and prepared for my guitar lesson at 3:30, then i had to run to college hall to drop my history class, then run straight to my lesson, find an available practice room, then i tried my very best to absorb as much information as i could from my teacher.

now i’m about to start my english homework that’s due by midnight.

i’m just looking forward to sleep.  sweet, sweet sleep.

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alLL I FUCKING WANT TO DO IS FUJCINJG HOLEPUNCH MY SHIT AND I GUFCKING PHOTOCOPIED THE FUCKING BIBLE OF MY FUCKIGN SHEET MUSIC AND I HAD TO FUCKIJNGU WALK TO THE GOD FORSAKEN STUDENT CENTER CAUSE I DONT FUCKIGNUBG HAVE A HOLE PUNCH AND THEN WHEN I GOT THERE THE FUCING HOLE PUNCH FUCKED UP AND NOW I FUCKING HAVE TO PHOTOCOPY OVER HALF OF IT AGAIN AND TTHEN I TRIED TO BUY MY FUCKING OWN HOLEPUNCH AT THE FUCKING BOOKSTTOER AND OF FUCKING COURSE MY DAD DIDN’T REFILL THE FUCKING RED HAWK BOOKSTORE DOLARS ON MY FUCJIJNHINGIJHILDUHLKDJ CARD SO I COULDNT’ EVEN FUCKONGB BUY MY OWN FUCJIHGUBG HOLE PUNCHE SO NOW I FUJCIJGB HVE TO DO ALL THIS SHIT ALL FUCKING OVER AGIN AND KJHSDFLKJHSDKJFHLKHLKSDJFHL WHY AM I SO ANGRY OVER A UFKICNG HOLE PUNCH

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just got back from getting contacts at the eye doctor!  it feels amazing to be able to see clearly without glasses. :)

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after months and months of not practicing guitar, it feels so damn good to finally have tender, sore fingertips again.

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on one hand i’m glad that classes have been cancelled, but on the other, i was really looking forward to my classes today since they were my music ones.

oh well.

thank you snow!!

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i go back to school tomorrow and idk how to feel about it

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well, here goes nothing!

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ugh why am i always so nervous when i travel?!??  i hate it so much

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HOLY SHIT

OKAY NOW I’M STRESSED as FUCK.

I thought the audition date was something like March 15th….but I just went to check, and it’s not the 15th……….it’s the 1ST!!!!


MARCH 1ST IS MY AUDITION.


I ONLY HAVE 6 LESSONS WITH MY TEACHER UNTIL I’M EXPECTED TO HAVE ALL MY SHIT TOGETHER.

OH.  MY.  FUCKING.  GOD.




Here comes the stress again!!!!

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i love my cat and all the little squeaks and grunts he makes as he moves around when he sleeps.

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